Day Nine ... Challenge of the Bewildered

                             ~For Lilly~

HE" is the first thought of my morning,

and the last thought before i drift into a sleeping sweetness…

i could lie and say i wonder if i am his first and last thought but i know am.

i could lie and say that we’ll make it,

i could lie and say that i’m not afraid of forever,

i could lie and say that we have confidence in love

but… i know that we are mixed up in, the in between thoughts of each other’s minds…

and as days are carried forward, i think of him to feel him near,

and wait to for time to grant the moment:

where eyes can be laid upon flesh,

where whispers can take full advantage of tickling ears,

while fingers lock into themselves in an infinite embrace.

but because i am faithful to the possibility of heartbreak,

we do this slowly,

purposely creating a foundation where dreams and memories can build themselves,

we do it slowly,

carefully caressing the situation surrounded by circumstance.

i move slowly,

Intentionally…

because i know what i want, and understand that it must be given to me freely…

i know it requires patience, and growth for him to believe, to know, to understand that

from him,

i want the parts of his soul he’s never given,

the pieces of his heart he keeps for himself,

and..

when the in time is right, i will be what he always dreamed of,

hidden in a love he never knew Existed…